Arg Facebook

Well I guess I’m going to have to develop some new hobbies or a life. With Facebook deciding how much I’m allowed to share I’m going to spend less time there. I used to waste a lot of time on Facebook reading interesting articles my friends have posted and sharing them and now that I …

Fast food

fast food is it allows you to hide the fact that you’re eating alone. you can take your food with you you can eat in your car you can eat at home and even if you eat in the restaurant when they allow it it’s not odd. Whereas when you go to a restaurant you’re …

Still here

I’m still alive and I’m still here. I still vasilate between depression and joy. I’m still living out of my truck. Each day is an opportunity and I’m blessed that I have an opportunity. On the bright side I’ve started a game of dungeons and dragons with my girls.

Losing losing lost

I was speaking with a friend tonight. They called me paranoid. At first that hurt but then I realized they are correct. I have lost so much that I’m truly frightened to my core of losing anymore. I am responsible for the things that I’ve lost in this life. I want to be perfectly clear …

Do not mourn for me

do not be sad for my passing. Rather fill your heart with good memories of me and my interaction with you. If you have none then let my passing remove all the bad memories. Fill your heart with what little good I may have done in this world and remove everything else. Do not mourn …

I do hope.

I do hope after I’m gone my friends and family will find my blog so they may know some truth about me. I have been fortunate in this life to have many great and truly wonderful friends and family in my life. And I hope they know how much they each mean to me. I …

I am afraid

I am afraid there’s something not right with me. I’m afraid my mental health is not where it should be. They say that knowing you have a problem is half the battle, that I think they’re wrong. I still bang my head against the wall of reality I know something is not right but my …

Why?

I decided to post this to my blog because I do need to get it off my chest but since no one reads my blog I don’t have to worry about anybody knowing my business. I’m not sure if I should be flattered or insulted a friend of mine is explaining to me how she …

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