Two out three ain’t bad

Went to the Dr. today and got some good news and some bad news. First, we are seeing some positive movement on the cancer domain, and it looks like things are reseeding, that is one good thing. Second My blood pressure was normal, and this is with me off medication, so that is a win, …

Plugging away

I am still plugging away on various projects, been getting materials squared away. Trying to apply focus and direction without turning it into work. When I turn passion into work, it curtails, creativity. Just one of the things I need to work on and slowly shift. That work is not a deterrent to passion and …

Laziness leads to a loss of control

So as things become more and more technical, we tend to choose laziness and trust. don’t have time to learn t program, and face it many of us don’t’ so we trust the software makers and web sites to do what we want, but by not knowing we leave our self open to a loss …

Procrastination at it’s best

Well a little over 19 months since my last post. A lot has happened in this time, and many new and exciting things moving forward. I have a new job, and new living arrangements, and that is all likely to change in the next month as well. I guess I should work on some new …

Check your calendar

Well, I have been having more energy each day during the weekend. and I have even more today. I was assuming it was coming from me getting used to the meds, for cancer, but then I checked my journal and found the answer. I am headed back into my manic state. It will be kind of nice …

Feeling Better

Well, this week I have been feeling much better. Have had more energy and actually got some thing done around the house, not counting I even managed to send off some blog posts. There is some truth to the can’t appreciate the light with out the dark, as I am really appreciating feeling better after …

I’m still here

Well, it has been a while since I have posted to my blog, A lot of new and exciting thing have come and gone, and one not so fun thing is still hanging around. For those that haven’t’ heard I have been diagnosed with Colon cancer, and also currently don’t have any insurance. I have been …

Secret blog

While it is true, everyone wants and hopes their blog is popular and lots of people will read it, sometimes there is an advantage to having a “secret” blog. With a secret blog, you can pour you innermost secrets and thoughts out and no that no one will be the wiser to who you are …

Depression, Diabetes, and Death

  I had a thought this afternoon, about at least one advantage a diabetic with depression has, death by dessert. If you decide you have had enough of this life and are ready to move onto the next, being diabetic make it easy. Just eat your favourite sugary food quickly in a short time lay down, pass out and …