Alas poor Elric I was a thousand times more evil than you
So earlier today, I felt that someone was upset with me, or I was stressing them out, then later on in the day I thought that same person might be making a plan to exclude me and or talking behind my back. It was at that moment I had the realization “what does it matter?”. …
Well, I have been having more energy each day during the weekend. and I have even more today. I was assuming it was coming from me getting used to the meds, for cancer, but then I checked my journal and found the answer. I am headed back into my manic state. It will be kind of nice …
Well, this week I have been feeling much better. Have had more energy and actually got some thing done around the house, not counting I even managed to send off some blog posts. There is some truth to the can’t appreciate the light with out the dark, as I am really appreciating feeling better after …
Well, it has been a while since I have posted to my blog, A lot of new and exciting thing have come and gone, and one not so fun thing is still hanging around. For those that haven’t’ heard I have been diagnosed with Colon cancer, and also currently don’t have any insurance. I have been …
While it is true, everyone wants and hopes their blog is popular and lots of people will read it, sometimes there is an advantage to having a “secret” blog. With a secret blog, you can pour you innermost secrets and thoughts out and no that no one will be the wiser to who you are …
I had a thought this afternoon, about at least one advantage a diabetic with depression has, death by dessert. If you decide you have had enough of this life and are ready to move onto the next, being diabetic make it easy. Just eat your favourite sugary food quickly in a short time lay down, pass out and …
I have started writing again, and while on the one hand, want to think it is hard, the reality is my ability to write has gotten better, and my ability to get it from my mind to the page has dramatically increased. My focus and discipline, well that is another story LOL I do have …
I have requested the information from the lawyers to see if I can figure out how to go over the local agents head on filing a 2-year-old claim, Slow but sure the steps come into place. No quick fix and still some stress for the next few weeks, but it is going forward
So I haven’t felt stress like I did this morning for over 28 years. Thank goodness I am better prepared to deal with this kind of stress,but still, it was a strong shock to my system and peace of mind. Long Buried monkey thoughts tried to come back and run my mind again. Have spent a …
I am planning on starting to paint what miniatures I have left for personal use, in my gaming, and have decided it is time to give the girls a chance to also paint if they want. I am hoping they enjoy it like they do all their other artistic endeavours, and this will be a …