Alas poor Elric I was a thousand times more evil than you
So now that I am settling into my new current situation. I can start to make some long term plans. I’ve already put in my vacation requests and made some plans about what I want to do on my off time. I’ve also bought a membership at bush gardens, for me and my children so …
Day by day, one moment at a time is how I can best live my life. Being in the now, and not wrapped up in the possible future, or dredging up past mistakes. Today I did well, and while At work I managed to get several things accomplished that I have been wanting to do …
I feel another manic stage is starting. I hope I may stay in control and harness it to get things accomplished and not to get lost in the weeds of a thousand new projects. They say knowing is half the battle, but I don’t always feel that way. Though it is important to avoid the …
So I need to get a newer Laptop, as this one is beginning to slow down significantly. So first I pay off my electric bill, then I start setting money aside for a new laptop, then I pay off all my outstanding debts, so I can see where to go from there. the 18 months …
I am hopefully mastering the art of posting to my blog. Hopefully, the chaoticness and number of posts a day will stabilize, as I continue to go forward. Now to look at potential topics, and also which topics can be reoccurring too. This is a place where I might consider asking my readers for input, …
Well, it seems I am able to spend a bit more time on my posts and they are getting a bit longer. that is a good thing, thoughwithmyADHD accelerating every year, it seems harder and hard to stay on point. I am going to try working on things a little at a time and perhaps …
Do I go back to also posting Youtube videos. No one sees those either. I feel the need to get the “real” me out there, but on the other hand, I also don’t want anyone to see me. That is not tur I desperately want to be seen and be considered relevant, but I think …
So earlier today, I felt that someone was upset with me, or I was stressing them out, then later on in the day I thought that same person might be making a plan to exclude me and or talking behind my back. It was at that moment I had the realization “what does it matter?”. …
Well, I have been having more energy each day during the weekend. and I have even more today. I was assuming it was coming from me getting used to the meds, for cancer, but then I checked my journal and found the answer. I am headed back into my manic state. It will be kind of nice …
Well, this week I have been feeling much better. Have had more energy and actually got some thing done around the house, not counting I even managed to send off some blog posts. There is some truth to the can’t appreciate the light with out the dark, as I am really appreciating feeling better after …