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It’s alive

I got the starter replaced on my truck. I now have access to electricity and air conditioning. Next up to save the money to get the brake lines replaced I received an estimate for $250 from big Al’s muffler. I really consider this a big win I needed this I’m going to keep moving forward.

What is missing

What am I missing.I’m assuming that it is the missing of something that causes me to write and share these long rambled post that probably give people way too scary an insight into where my mind is.Perhaps the question shouldn’t be what is missing but what is it that others have that allows them the …

Voices in my head

I just got finished making a post on Facebook about the one of the voices in my I realize there was a real fear attached to talking about that because I don’t know how other people’s heads work but I’d have conversations with myself and for the other people and stuff in my head you …

Interesting

well I’m not sure what I did but now my blog posts are being posted to one of my pages on Facebook not my main page like I planned one of my pages I guess that’s a start or maybe that’s what the universe is trying to tell me that I should focus more on …

A thought

Just a thought perhaps a question to inspire the mind.If God brought together the great men who created this nation and wrote the declaration of Independence and the Constitution. Can we not have faith that God will continue to inspire people and will not allow the light of liberty to be extinguished?If we have faith …

What is wrong with me

what is wrong with me. It has been two months now and I haven’t changed my situation. What is my situation you ask I’m homeless sleeping in a truck that I was given from my boss at my last job a couple of years ago that needs major repairs. Now I have a job I …

I despise my mind

being held hostage by anxiety and depression, just get up and move that’s all you have to do and instead I’m paralyzed and I’m trapped. I’m fighting against an invisible force that holds me back and that invisible force is my mind, my mental state betrays me I sit here and cry as I write …

Starter

well the starter is shot on the truck so I ordered a replacement cost twice as much as I expected I had to tap my emergency credit card should have the mechanic installing it tomorrow then I just have to get my brakes fixed I’m so scared I postpone this moment hoping for a miracle …

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