surviving in dealing with issues can seem heroic. I mean working and being homeless I can be heroic right? Or am I lazy. I wouldn’t have near as much to overcome if I have been doing what I should have been doing, before I got thrown out. I do know if I’ve been diligent about my truck before, then I wouldn’t have the struggle I have today. I was and am a procrastinator. That has always been an issue and something I do need to work on. I’ve always been a believer in tomorrow and I can see that doubt, fear, and faithlessness are part of me.